i How to Sidechain Third-Party Plugins in Ableton Live By blog.dubspot.com Published On :: Thu, 02 Mar 2017 17:34:33 +0000 Dubspot's Rory PQ explains how to route audio and sidechain with third-party plugins in Ableton Live./files/2017/03/3rd-Party-Sidechain-Thumb.pngThe post How to Sidechain Third-Party Plugins in Ableton Live appeared first on Dubspot Blog. Full Article Ableton Live Dubspot Homepage Featured FabFilter's Pro-C music production tips Rory PQ Sidechain Third-Party Plugins VST3
i Plugin Spotlight: Boost by Sample Magic By blog.dubspot.com Published On :: Thu, 16 Mar 2017 16:22:32 +0000 Make your music sound load and polished with Sample Magic's new mix processing plugin called Boost./files/2017/03/Sample-Magic-Boost-Thumb.jpgThe post Plugin Spotlight: Boost by Sample Magic appeared first on Dubspot Blog. Full Article Dubspot Homepage Featured Music Technology Compressor Plugin Dynamics Processor Effect Plugin Limiter Plugin mixing and mastering Mixing VST Sample Magic Boost stereo width
i Universal Audio Releases UAD v9.1 + New Plugins By blog.dubspot.com Published On :: Thu, 16 Mar 2017 18:20:08 +0000 Universal Audio releases UAD Software v9.1 along with five new plugins for Apollo Audio Interfaces and UAD Accelerators./files/2017/03/UAD-9-1-Thumb.jpgThe post Universal Audio Releases UAD v9.1 + New Plugins appeared first on Dubspot Blog. Full Article Dubspot Homepage News bx_subsynth Fuchs Overdrive Supreme Moog Multimode Filter OTO BISCUIT SSL 4000 UAD Software v9.1 Universal Audio
i Plugin Spotlight: Analog Strings by Output By blog.dubspot.com Published On :: Tue, 21 Mar 2017 15:21:38 +0000 Get an in-depth look at Analog Strings by Output, an innovative virtual instrument designed for creating and manipulating string sounds./files/2017/03/Analog-Strings-Thumb.pngThe post Plugin Spotlight: Analog Strings by Output appeared first on Dubspot Blog. Full Article Dubspot Homepage Featured Music Technology Music Production Music Software Output Analog Strings Sting Samples String Instrument String Plugin
i Plugin Spotlight: Moog Multimode Filter Collection by Universal Audio By blog.dubspot.com Published On :: Thu, 20 Apr 2017 16:34:19 +0000 This plugin spotlight features the Moog Multimode Filter Collection by Universal Audio, a set of truly authentic, analog-sounding Moog filter emulations./files/2017/04/Moog-Multimode-Filter-Thumb.pngThe post Plugin Spotlight: Moog Multimode Filter Collection by Universal Audio appeared first on Dubspot Blog. Full Article Dubspot Homepage Featured Music Technology Analog Filter Plugin Filter VST Moog Filter Moog Multimode Filter Collection Moog Multimode Filter XL music production software UAD Universal Audio
i Universal Audio Releases UAD v9.2 + New Plugins By blog.dubspot.com Published On :: Tue, 16 May 2017 21:02:00 +0000 Universal Audio releases UAD Software v9.2 along with five new plugins for Apollo Audio Interfaces and UAD Accelerators./files/2017/05/UAD_v92_Thumb.jpgThe post Universal Audio Releases UAD v9.2 + New Plugins appeared first on Dubspot Blog. Full Article Dubspot Homepage Music Technology News Antares Auto-Tune Eden WT800 Bass Amplifier Fuchs Train II Amplifier Pure Plate Reverb SSL 4000 G Bus Compressor UAD Universal Audio
i Trials, Tribulations, and Lists By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 24 Nov 2019 00:00:00 GMT 'God knows all about us. This is comforting and gives us security and the assurance that we are in His care.' Full Article Ezra and Nehemiah
i Worshiping the Lord By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 01 Dec 2019 00:00:00 GMT 'Excellence must always be a goal in worship. Praises must come from the heart and be expressed in the best way so that people will be spiritually uplifted. Striving to achieve a balance between joy and reverence is crucial for adoring, praising, and worshiping our Creator.' Full Article Ezra and Nehemiah
i Backslidden People By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 08 Dec 2019 00:00:00 GMT 'The seventh-day Sabbath was, and remains, a powerful means of helping keep faith alive in those who by God’s grace seek to observe it and enjoy the physical and spiritual benefits it offers us.' Full Article Ezra and Nehemiah
i Dealing With Bad Decisions By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 15 Dec 2019 00:00:00 GMT 'The Bible gives us formulas for practices that will keep us grounded in God and are designed to maximize our happiness. What can we do to seek to keep faith alive in our homes and families, even if we have made wrong decisions in the past?' Full Article Ezra and Nehemiah
i Leaders in Israel By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 22 Dec 2019 00:00:00 GMT 'It could be said that both Ezra and Nehemiah had a purpose in life. They had a vision of where they wanted the people of God to be, and then they put everything into accomplishing the goal.' Full Article Ezra and Nehemiah
i From Reading to Understanding By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 29 Dec 2019 00:00:00 GMT 'Amid struggles, trials, or even times of great happiness and prosperity, how can we learn to keep Christ at the center of our lives? Why is it so important that we do so?' Full Article Daniel 2020
i From Mystery to Revelation By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 12 Jan 2020 00:00:00 GMT 'Whenever we face a big problem, we also should recognize that our God is great enough to resolve even the most unsolvable challenges.' Full Article Daniel 2020
i From Pride to Humility By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 26 Jan 2020 00:00:00 GMT 'God continues to change lives today. No matter how proud or sinful people may be, in God there is mercy and power to turn rebellious sinners into children of the God of Heaven.' Full Article Daniel 2020
i From Arrogance to Destruction By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 02 Feb 2020 00:00:00 GMT What are ways in which our society and culture profane the truth of God’s Word? How can we be careful not to take part in that profanation, even in subtle ways? At what point can we say that we are acquainted with all the truth that we need to know? Full Article Daniel 2020
i From the Lions’ Den to the Angel’s Den By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 09 Feb 2020 00:00:00 GMT 'What kind of witness do we present to others in regard to our faithfulness to God and to His law? Would people who know you think that you would stand for your faith, even if it cost you your job, or even your life?' Full Article Daniel 2020
i From Contamination to Purification By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 23 Feb 2020 00:00:00 GMT 'What should this study tell us about how precious and important the knowledge of biblical truth really is in contrast to human traditions?' Full Article Daniel 2020
i From Confession to Consolation By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 01 Mar 2020 00:00:00 GMT 'Christ’s sacrifice in our behalf is our only hope. How should this help keep us humble and, even more important, make us more loving and forgiving of others?' Full Article Daniel 2020
i From Battle to Victory By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 08 Mar 2020 00:00:00 GMT 'How often do you think about just how closely tied heaven and earth are? How might you live differently if you always kept this truth alive in your heart and mind?' Full Article Daniel 2020
i From North and South to the Beautiful Land By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 15 Mar 2020 00:00:00 GMT 'How can we draw comfort from knowing that, in the end, God and His people will be victorious?' Full Article Daniel 2020
i The Uniqueness of the Bible By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 29 Mar 2020 00:00:00 GMT 'So many different writers, in so many different contexts, and yet the same God is revealed by them all. How does this amazing truth help confirm for us the veracity of God’s Word?' Full Article How to Interpret Scripture
i The Origin and Nature of the Bible By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 05 Apr 2020 00:00:00 GMT 'This week we will look at some foundational aspects of the origin and nature of the Bible that should impact our interpretation and understanding of it.' Full Article How to Interpret Scripture
i Jesus and the Apostles’ View of the Bible By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 12 Apr 2020 00:00:00 GMT 'Jesus taught His disciples obedience to the Word of God and the law. There is never a hint of Him doubting the authority or relevance of Scripture. On the contrary, He constantly referred to it as the source of divine authority. ' Full Article How to Interpret Scripture
i The Bible - The Authoritative Source of Our Theology By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 19 Apr 2020 00:00:00 GMT 'How do we distinguish between the Word of God and human tradition? Why is it so important that we make this distinction?' Full Article How to Interpret Scripture
i By Scripture Alone - Sola Scriptura By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 26 Apr 2020 00:00:00 GMT 'This week we will look at sola Scriptura in greater detail. We will learn that sola Scriptura implies some fundamental principles of biblical interpretation that are indispensable for a proper understanding of God’s Word.' Full Article How to Interpret Scripture
i Why Is Interpretation Needed? By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Sun, 03 May 2020 00:00:00 GMT 'If we approach and interpret the Bible wrongly, we will likely come to false conclusions, not just in the understanding of salvation but in everything else that the Bible teaches.' Full Article How to Interpret Scripture
i Metatalktail Hour: idle wikipedia stroll By metatalk.metafilter.com Published On :: Sun, 12 Apr 2020 00:50:37 GMT Happy weekend, Mefites! I'm in search of some nice things to idly think about that aren't in my immediate view. I'd like to see a wikipedia page you like, of something that isn't in your home.As always this is just a conversation starter not a limiter; let us know how things are with you, what media are you enjoying, etc. Just no politics please. Full Article
i What's eatin', you? By metatalk.metafilter.com Published On :: Wed, 15 Apr 2020 01:35:11 GMT You know what's weird right now? Besides, like, everything? Food. Lots of routines are disrupted, lots of supply lines and food-sourcing habits have gotten all sideways. So: what's going on with your fooding? How's the whole eating thing? Any happy discoveries or rediscoveries? Any weird surprises? Any big shortage headaches? Any horrible cooking failures? Snacking surprises? Foodly frustrations? Can you buy literally any yeast? Get it out, let's talk all kinds of food stuff, let's do a whole roundup of where everybody's at. Full Article
i Server move and downtime By metatalk.metafilter.com Published On :: Thu, 16 Apr 2020 14:40:40 GMT In order to move MetaFilter to a new server*, the site will be offline between 22:00 and 01:00 PDT Thursday evening.The moderator e-mail (via admin@mefi.us) will still be working during this time. In other time zones: EDT: 01:00-04:00 BST: 05:00-09:00 CEDT: 07:00-10:00 IST: 10:00-13:30 CST: 13:00-16:00 AEDT: 16:00-19:00 * More specifically, a new AWS account. (closed) Full Article
i Metatalktail Hour: what's growing? By metatalk.metafilter.com Published On :: Sat, 18 Apr 2020 17:28:14 GMT Happy weekend, Mefites! This weekend jessamyn says: What's growing? Your garden? Your kids? Your hair? Your aggravation at your friends and neighbors? Your "What I'm gonna do when this is over" list? Your dream journal. Let's talk about growth!As always this is a conversation starter, not limiter; feel free to let us know about non-growth things that're on your mind too. Just no politics please. Full Article
i Server move and downtime, take 2 By metatalk.metafilter.com Published On :: Sun, 19 Apr 2020 15:38:11 GMT In a second attempt at moving MetaFilter to a new AWS account, the site will be offline between 22:00 and 01:00 PDT Sunday evening.The moderator e-mail (via admin@mefi.us) will still be working during this time. In other time zones: GMT: 05:00-08:00 EDT: 01:00-04:00 BST: 06:00-09:00 CEDT: 07:00-10:00 IST: 10:30-13:30 CST: 13:00-16:00 AET: 15:00-18:00 (hopefully these are all correct this time) Full Article
i Magical Mefites Group Update By metatalk.metafilter.com Published On :: Fri, 24 Apr 2020 15:48:32 GMT Long ago we started up a group for magical mefites, it has grown into something that includes mefites and nonmefites alike, and I'd like to welcome polytheists, witches, animists, unidentified flying spiritual practitioners (or nonflying) if interested! Zoom meetings are happening.Currently we have been focusing a lot on how to create resources from the land in connection with spirits and deities in the area. Community preparedness for uncertain times, and just general sharing of our different spiritual practices and growth. There is a zoom meeting tonight (theme of spring and what we are growing) and we might be moving our meetings from monthly to weekly for the next few months. Message me and I'll get you into the group! Currently using facebook as a base but I am trying to move to a website as much as my technically challenged abilities let me. Full Article
i paywalled article for fpp By metatalk.metafilter.com Published On :: Fri, 24 Apr 2020 19:32:50 GMT I was thinking about making an fpp about how Whole Foods is using a "heat map" of factors to try and prevent unionization. The article is behind a paywall at Business Insider I read it on an archive site. Is there a way to make post that people can read ethically? Full Article
i silver linings of the pandemic By metatalk.metafilter.com Published On :: Sat, 25 Apr 2020 07:02:52 GMT There's a venting thread, but maybe you want to share a surprising good thing that has happened despite the terrible situation in the world right now.Let's create a space to recognise the small good things that are happening. It's OK to acknowledge the negative here too- this thread is designed to be a space to share the good stuff that is happening despite the negative. (I felt that posting positives in the Fucking Fuck thread was not fair to that thread.) Full Article
i Metatalktail Hour: Open Thread! By metatalk.metafilter.com Published On :: Sun, 26 Apr 2020 03:48:04 GMT Just chat it up, fuzzballs! Full Article
i Happy birthday, cortex! By metatalk.metafilter.com Published On :: Sun, 26 Apr 2020 20:41:16 GMT Happy birthday to the guy who probably worries more than most about keeping the lights on in this sometimes only bright corner of the internets! Full Article
i Metafilter Chat: It Is! By metatalk.metafilter.com Published On :: Thu, 30 Apr 2020 23:54:55 GMT Greetings, Sapients! You may have visited famed site "Metafilter" before - but did you know this: Metafilter also has "Metafilter Chat"! It does.As this chat is associated with Metafilter proper, we chat about all kinds of things! Do you like cute animal GIFs? We chat those! Do you wish to ask a question? We answer! Do you fucking fuck the fucking thing? We fuck that! As implied above, you may chat through the standard web interface. If you wish to use alternate methods of chatting, there are OPTIONS! We are very quite versatile, you know. [previously] Prithee, come chat. We do not bite - unless you ask! Full Article
i MST Club: Joel's chatriff thing By metatalk.metafilter.com Published On :: Sun, 03 May 2020 06:01:42 GMT As foretold in prophecy, at 6 PM Eastern time tonight Joel Hodgson will be hosting a special "social distancing" MST3K show, with the cast of the live tour riffing, in a chatroom setting, the season one episode Moon Zero Two, which is a kind of "space western." We watch MST frequently in our own chat room, keeping each other distantly social long before it was cool or necessary. We're going to be trying to watch and riffing them watching and riffing their old riffshow, in a pleasantly recursive showing, assuming we can set it up correctly. You all are all invented to watch and riff along if you like!Thanks to Fizz for suggesting mentioning it here. After their show we'll be watching our own scheduled episode, 203 JUNGLE GODDESS. Full Article
i I've lost my paint By metatalk.metafilter.com Published On :: Mon, 04 May 2020 19:47:22 GMT I remember reading a post on either Metafilter/Ask Metafilter in which the comment section got onto the topic of white interior house paint. One person commented that "Such-and-such white paint is the best" with a link. Many people favorited it and I think several agreed with the declaration in subsequent comments. I thought, "What is this great paint that people seem to love?" I clicked through to the paint color and thought, "oh yes, that really is a VERY good white interior paint color." Now I am in need of white interior paint, looking for that comment/link, and I can't find it. Full Article
i Coronavirus check-in thread #5 By metatalk.metafilter.com Published On :: Fri, 08 May 2020 22:49:51 GMT It is May 8th and time for the latest check-in thread. As previously ([4][3][2][1])) this is for actual news, updates, personal experiences, and more mutual support from and to people dealing with this virus in their daily lives. All hail the mods for continuing to provide this sanctuary for us, and good health to readers and commenters alike. How is one doing? Full Article
i By amtho in "cats vs robot feeder: what's the next step?" on Ask MeFi By ask.metafilter.com Published On :: Sat, 02 May 2020 20:53:39 GMT I have successfully eliminated feeding time drama. I will tell you how.But first - if you're willing to make a small screw hole in the pantry door, you can get an inexpensive metal latch hook that will improve that part of your system. If that won't work, you can find another way to keep that door securely closed. If you get stuck, just use your second AskMe question. You should be able to solve this problem :)If you can't, well, it doesn't sound like you're getting a ton of help from the robot. Would it be just as easy to store the food in an air-tight container and serve whenever you feel like it?Now - here's how I got my round little foster cat to stop harassing us for food:I convinced her that I was not responsible for deciding when to feed her. I had an old phone with a distinctive, not-unpleasant alarm sound (harp glissando), set the alarm for her feeding times, and made a huge show about hearing the alarm sound, running over to it (to shut it off), and feeding her exactly then. It was clear that I was controlled by the harp sound. She made the connection very quickly, and would go sit and watch the sound/alarm system when it was close to meal times. My life improved. Safety improved (no cat weaving around my ankles). My estimation of my own cleverness improved also :) Full Article
i By Dee Xtrovert in "Where to buy emergency kit items and water rations in Canada?" on Ask MeFi By ask.metafilter.com Published On :: Sun, 25 Nov 2007 08:25:21 GMT People tend to overthink this, and I am speaking from real experience. Just keep the requisite number of gallons of water you'd use in the timespan for which you're planning and change them every couple of years, just for the sake of doing it. They'll last for eons in reality.In an emergency, water's great, but in a longer-term bad situation, it falls pretty far down the list. Unless you're in an unusually arid place, a means to obtain the water necessary to live (maybe not to shower, run the dishwasher or laundry though) will make itself known. And you'd never store enough to matter for *that* long, while a few gallons of cooking oil or a bag of salt would make you a local hero for a long, long time.What people tend to really wish they'd planned for, but don't:1) cooking oil2) toilet paper, paper towels3) spices, herbs, pepper and salt4) sugar, chocolate (especially for its fat), candy, honey5) soap, shampoo, cleaning products6) seeds for easy-to-grow stuff 7) vitamins8) if you can keep a couple of hens, you won't regret it. Nothing's as tradeable (relative to effort) as eggs!Aside from the last three, these things can be stored for a long, long time. And in reality, #6 and #7 would be good for a few years. I am a Sarajevan who lived during the siege with no heat, electricity, water, phone (etc) for the most of a three-year period. What's on the list above is what I was almost always missing. We got "dry" food packages from various sources. These tended to be Truman eggs (good for a little protein, but thats about it), macaroni, rice, powder potatoes, Vietnam-era "biscuits" - supposedly with vitamins, but these were from the late 1960s and of dubious nutritional value.What was missing was: fat, protein, flavor and variety. Boiling was the only way to cook things, due to lack of any cooking oils. To fry something was a rare miracle - even if you were frying reconstituted potatoes from powder. And to have a little pepper or salt was nirvana. Full Article
i By sevenyearlurk in "So how's that work from home working out for you at home?" on MeFi By www.metafilter.com Published On :: Wed, 06 May 2020 15:50:40 GMT My work has been doing mandatory, camera-on videoconference "socials" every Friday -- scheduled at 4pm just to twist the knife. I hate them so much and finally told my manager I'm not going to attend anymore. People seem to think that because we're working from home, they're free to push on the boundaries between work life and private life in a way that is super uncomfortable for me and it has definitely been adding to my COVID stress in isolation. Full Article
i By NoxAeternum in "Aren't You a Little Short For a Stormtrooper?" on MeFi By www.metafilter.com Published On :: Wed, 06 May 2020 13:50:26 GMT If you're so ignorant that you think any promotion involving a gun on the streets in this day and age is appropriate you are a fucking idiot and detainment is the least of your worries.This is the sort of mentality that leads to minority kids getting killed for having the temerity to play with toy guns. Full Article
i By teremala in "My cat died at home. What do I do?" on Ask MeFi By ask.metafilter.com Published On :: Fri, 08 May 2020 11:49:58 GMT If your location is correct, the Humane Society will do the communual cremation for $35 and there's a campus in your city. If that's too much but you can get her there, I'll cover it. If group cremation isn't the correct choice for you for this pet, however, no pressure. Full Article
i By rikschell in "Third quarter phenomenon: the bacon wars" on MeFi By www.metafilter.com Published On :: Mon, 04 May 2020 01:08:08 GMT I've found that about two-thirds of the way through any large knitting or crochet project, most stitchers get bored and antsy and often start a new project instead of finishing, so I'm familiar with this type of thing in another context. But I think anyone who thinks we're in the third quarter of this situation now has another think coming. Full Article
i By zebra in "Aw poop (COVID-19 and public bathrooms)" on MeFi By www.metafilter.com Published On :: Thu, 07 May 2020 16:09:36 GMT Many trans people have never been able to trust or access public toilets, even if they are present and unoccupied, and excluding trans people from bathroom use is currently a mainstream political stance. I was disappointed to see this not addressed in the article. I'll continue to hope (while also cynically doubting, I contain multitudes) that we will use the societal changes required by the pandemic to benefit everyone, rather than re-creating the previous dysfunction. Full Article
i By phunniemee in "Intimidated by guy I'm dating" on Ask MeFi By ask.metafilter.com Published On :: Wed, 06 May 2020 12:08:51 GMT Do you actually like this guy? You've written an essay here and the only positives you list about this person are qualities you assumed about him during the period you had no personal contact. Of course he makes himself look interesting in his own blog.Stop worrying if he likes you or not, or likes you enough or more than your friend maybe. For the next few weeks, your sole focus should be "do I actually like this guy, really?"If it's your anxiety telling you you're not good enough that's one thing, but I don't get the impression from what you've written that you've spent a lot of time looking at this dude with a critical eye. HE needs to be right for YOU before you start concerning yourself with whether you're good enough for him. Full Article
i By Going To Maine in "Nature is Healing" on MeFi By www.metafilter.com Published On :: Thu, 07 May 2020 16:28:49 GMT Well, somebody didn't click through before commenting... Great job, 100% Full Article
i By mochapickle in "What do you do while waiting for a potentially terminal diagnosis?" on Ask MeFi By ask.metafilter.com Published On :: Mon, 04 May 2020 11:09:12 GMT I have a health condition with a high mortality rate, where about one quarter of us die within the first year, and two-thirds of us don't last five years. I'm on Year 4 now and I'm doing okay, and I'm thankful to be receiving excellent care, and I'm generally optimistic that I'll get to stick around for a while.Ramping up to my diagnosis, I thought my life was over. And that was both utterly untrue and completely true at the same time. You can't really know what it's like until you have the actual diagnosis, and even then it's been a world of surprises. You may or may not be able to do some of the things you would like to do.For me to deal with it in a healthy way, I kind of had to create a hard line in the sand. I had to take time to grieve the person I'd been before falling ill, take stock of my accomplishments, and most importantly, I had to REALIZE MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS WERE ENOUGH for my lifetime. If I'd been hit by a bus, my life would have been over in a snap, and whatever I'd accomplished by that point would have had to be enough. Taking that pressure off myself was the kindest thing I could do for myself.I found I had to let a lot of things go and not compare Previous Me to Sick Me. Previous Me was active, enjoyed travel, able to hold down complex and interesting work. Sick Me can't do much of that, but Sick Me does pretty okay for a sick person, and Sick Me does so much more than Dead Me could possibly do! Seriously, compared to Dead Me, Sick Me is a total winner. Sick Me can do a little modest gardening, enough to keep the weeds away. Sick Me can care for my dog and handle the occasional load of laundry. Sick Me finds a lot of joy in my friends and family and internet communities, and has transferred my social life to text, email, and the occasional dining out when the stars align and energy allows. (Metafilter is a lifesaver because I can pick it up whenever my energy level allows and people are so welcoming and understanding.)As you're waiting for news, it's easy to fall to worry. Please be kind to yourself and don't suffer those fears and losses before you need to. Right now, you are there for your children. Don't put yourself through the punishment of losing them multiple times unnecessarily. And don't say you won't ever get to do a painting class -- I took my first painting class last fall and it was a boon to my soul and it renewed my capacity for beauty.In the meantime, take as much control of the situation as you need to. Write down a list of questions to review with your doctors. (I've actually typed them out and distributed copies for them to follow along.) You can google, and it's hard not to, but please never tell a doctor that your questions or concerns are coming from google. Also, do not call yourself a hypochondriac -- what you are feeling is what you are feeling, and your concerns are valid and deserving of respect.Waiting is hard. Please be extra kind to yourself. Full Article